Katarzhenya Ivanova (katarzhenya) wrote in paranoid_pd,
Katarzhenya Ivanova
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Intro

Hello people. This doesn't seem to be a very active community but I figured I would try it out anyways. I'm a 17 year old female, and I've had anxiety issues my whole life. Paranoia in the literal term is still questionable but I'm fairly certain what I have is worse than any general or social anxiety.

Often I have a weird feeling about...everything. I have trouble getting to sleep because I keep thinking if I do something terrible will happen. I walk out of a room and I hear whispering and therefore I must have done something wrong. Crowds of people scare me to death; I haven't quite pinpointed why...

And my neighbors stand outside talking and I kind of want to kill them. They are standing on our lawn, right across from my window. One of them paces outside at night whistling Oo My mother tells me to ignore it, that he's just a little weird. I keep a heavy iron bar with a hook just in case by my bed.

 ...Doctors I also distrust to an extent that my mother laughs at me for it... And I'll stop now. Because if I keep describing these things I will go on forever. A good day to you all and it's nice to meet you.
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